tracythomp -

I am at a place where I am so much missing family and friends. I have so many people here who i suppose could qualify as friends but i miss that real genuine connection with them. It is hard for me to find someone who I can share with and have fun with. I want a friendship where I know that person really and truely cares about me. I've been in too many friendship where at the end of the day I feel so drained from their problems that I have nothing left to give to my own life. I've had good friends in my life that because of location and circumstance have drifted away. That saddens me. I guess i just miss "the girls" which up till now i've always had.
I am also deeply missing my family. I wish it were easy to be this far away from them but I have to admit it is not. I am anxiously counting down the days to see them in maryland. It will be so nice.
Adam is working tonight so i am going to enjoy my evening relaxing. I know I won't have too many more nights like this once school starts.